Sad and happy (but mostly annoyed)

So I'm sad because today is my last day at the office I've been working at for the past couple of months. I have to go back to my other office. I've really enjoyed working here and know that I've done a good job. I want to stay but they are under a hiring freeze so they can't just hire me. I will definitely keep a look out for any positions that open up.

I'm happy because DH and I are going to NYC this weekend to visit our friends Gary and Carrie and our other friends David and Jessica will be coming as well. It should be interesting because Jessica kind of gets on everyone's nerves. But lately David has been getting on my nerve so we'll see what happens. Also, I need to visit my BFF (gosh I forgot what name I gave her) I think it was Krystal who lives in Brooklyn. We've been kind of distant lately because sometimes I have a hard time understanding her on the phone and I miss half of what she is saying. I hate talking on the phone, but it's the best way to stay in touch. I kind of wish we e-mailed each other though or did video chat. I'm worried that she's annoyed that we're not staying at her place and a little bit annoyed with her that she didn't even wish me a happy birthday or even a belated happy birthday after I told her all of the fun things I did for my birthday. But whatever, I'll try to have a fun weekend with and everyone else.

They had a little happy hour in my honor yesterday at work which was nice. Then some of us went out for more drinks after work. I left pretty early because it was hot and I needed to go home and finish packing. I was a little annoyed that DH was obsessed with watching this show called "Pitchmen" that has Billy Mays in it. There was a marathon on and I had no interest in watching it. I can't think of lamer or more boring show than a show about how people make infomercials (totally judmental but whatever). He spent the whole evening watching it so we didn't really spend much time together or have any sex. Damn! We're going away for a whole weekend where I won't be getting any and DH doesn't even think about it. I didn't really try to do anything earlier in the evening, because I was running around doing things. Well the end of the night comes and DH is still watching his stupid show and I'm tired and have given up on sex. I tell him I'm going to bed. I mean the last time we had sex was Monday so it's not like it's been very frequent. It just annoys me that he wasn't even thinking about it. It's a little stupid that I'm annoyed about it. I just wish he wanted it more. I need to stop drinking during the week because that puts me out of the mood. I get tired and I know I probably won't finish because I've been drinking. We didn't get to talk about it at all this morning, because there wasn't any time.

So the whole thing is leaving a bad feeling in my stomach. I'm sure DH has forgotten about it by now. It's typical that I stew over an argument while he forgets about it and all is forgiven. He doesn't hold grudges nor worry unnecessarily like me. Our sex life is decent but not as active as I would like. I'm not sure why. We've been busy with random stuff and just lazy I guess. Well whatever. No point obsessing over it. DH and I will hopefully have sex on Sunday when we get back from NYC and it will probably be good.

Have a nice weekend everyone. I probably won't be blogging too much next week because I will be in training.